It would be years before I’d smoke
his seeds of redemption
but at seven all the lyrics
of River Boy rowed off my tongue.
A child sings because she can,
a lament no more aware
than a flatboat’s low passage
dragonflies dredging sunlight at its edge.
My daddy grew up on the waters
of Kentucky, bringing its rhythms
into our house, his turntable
and humming, my hands
unconscious rhyme, sloshing
through chores. Mostly mournful
stuff, doves at dusk cooing
back their lot—This old world
don’t hold a whole lotta joy—
our bond of muscle memory,
when the fishing line snapped
loose from its lapping tunes,
my father’s open casket.
Me the adult, stiff as a swimmer
braced for the cold depths.
Here is an alphabet of man and garden
a hat brimmed with gospel
born from a land
that would beat a mule to death
if it didn’t plow straight.
Do this in remembrance—
I still see you walking down to rows
of trees, spraying the peach
while I cringed, stomping back
a fat cabbage under one arm
It’s as big as your head,
grinning.
A daughter’s mercies
can frustrate a man,
ours was a battle of soft and hard,
hip broken by an angel
pasture rock for a pillow.
Where there is no clear victor
we call a draw—
In the dream that comes and comes,
you plant tea roses.
You learn in the country
to have your wits about you,
still the snake surprises
on a rare November day
tongue flicking
at a patch of sun. Why not
taste the air—measure
in serpentine scales
what is too easily hidden?
Malice has one tang, prey
another, the human heart
a blade of cruel and kind,
never knowing which end
of the rake will suffice.
Maybe the world is relearned
this way, taking in the savor
of autumn’s end,
licking along the navy rim
of evening for danger.
Can we know— ever really,
if it’s snake or angel
that clings to the warm cement
tan muscles flexed to defend
every forkful of light.
Sharon Ackerman lives near the Blue Ridge of Virginia. Her poems have appeared in the Southern Humanities Review, Atlanta Review, Coal Hill Review, Cumberland River Review, and various others. She is poetry editor for Streetlight Magazine.